day and life strogls of a mentally ill stay at home dad of 5 kids
Thursday, August 26, 2010
BAD DAY
A bad day ….what ever the kids did to day dived me crazy……..I was like I could not handle it…..my stress level was at it peek……..I been taking less pain meds for my back and I know this is getting to me……..but any stress from the kids been putting me over the edge …….I usually have know problem with the kids …..they are what get me up every day they need me and I need them…..but lately they have been driving me insane…..I do not know my wife sad’s that they are walking on glass around me I go off on every little thing……I do not see it or I do not know I am doing it and that scares me……..I love my kids and wife???????????
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Jim, this is Linda, you know the one besides Coleen who is chronically depressed and I am here to say, SCHOOL IS OPENING SOON!!! This means there will be the little ones, maybe a lot less trouble than the whole bunch of them at once. Take it day by day (and I know that is not easy). Why have you been taking less pain meds? Do they make you sleepy all the time? Just a few hours in school so you can catch up on yourself and you will be able to welcome them back off the school bus. Max drives me nuts and he is only 1, oh happy day when I pack his ass off on the school bus, hehehe
ReplyDeleteTomorrow will be another day. Get thru tonight as well as you can, maybe take a litytlr motr pain medication if it helps xxx Linda
hi linda thank you for you reply......i been trying to tak it a day at a time......i been taking less pain med becouse i fucked up this mounth ........i tucked more than i sapost to now i do not think i will have any befor my refill date.........and i am verry scard very scared.....thank you james
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