sick and in pain

well it Saturday it is nice out.......and i am sick i have a cold .......not only am i sick but i am in mager pain i ran out of pain meds and i have to Waite tell Tuesday ........so i can get a shot in my back to help with the pain...........what scares me the most is going with out pain med for  3 to 4 days i am going to be in so much pain and.......i am scarred of going thew with drawls this is going to suck...........i know my wife Had's my back and i am happy about that.......my depression is not that bad to day but i am alittel moody.........retie NOW i am in my room hiding from every one......because i am scared i mite go off on them........i do not know i think i a playing it safe for know....what Else to do i do not know??????????